Umm...what happened? I thought I had a lot to write? This thing is supposed to be 2500 words long (7-9 pgs ish) and I thought I had it in the bag...but now I'm on page 4 and I've miracously run out of steam? For the first time in forever I feel like I'm writing a *scholarly* essay, like, something that is NOT BS. Wow I know, right? And yet...here I am, running out of things to say. Class starts in 15 mins and there's no possible way I'll make it. It is suddenly dawning on me that I have failed to meet a deadline.
Hm..............Although not entirely bad, I'm amazed at how I failed to put it all into perspective. So much work has gone into what I have so far and yet it's only amounted to being done half the essay. I've seriously taken for granted the power of BS. BS could easily fill 7 pages instead of REAL research. Jesus. Less work too.
What the hell am I doing...plus I have work tonight. I called in just to double check and my manager answered, as soon as I told her who it was her voice suddenly lost all warmth and cheerfulness. THANKS! I guess she figured I was going to call in sick...just checking on my shift!!!
Sooo now what do I do? Knowing I've missed the deadline do I suddenly pull the reigns and chill out...OR do I maniacally (< is this a word?) rush to finish and somehow make it to class just before it ends?!?!?!??!?!
Hmmmm....
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