Wednesday, June 17, 2009

don't tell me....

...not to give up. don't tell me that shit...just don't...i'm so tired of it...why...i'm so angry...why...where is the sun, the sky? the warmth? why does it rain all the time? can't at least, the weather be agreeable, even if my life isn't?

I thought that doing this, I'd hurt people. But so far I have not even "done" anything...and I have hurt people, I have fucked up royally. I have hurt myself, which is one thing...but to hurt another.

I am alone, I am standing in the abyss. I am suffocating but slowly without struggle. All around me is dust and I can't see everyone through the haze. So far away, I am just cold. Totally cold.

I

You

Why?













Don't you miss the old days?

4 comments:

echoblaze said...

don't give up ! =)

the video game blog sounds like a good idea btw

Renae said...

ironic that you say that when the first lines in this post are "don't tell me to not give up"

echoblaze said...

i know, it was supposed to be a joke =| thought it might make you feel better

Renae said...

i wasn't sure if you were joking or not..lol but i think it's best not to antagonize someone who is upset...

but seriously i found it mroe funny than anything lol...not because i thought it was a joke though