I know I sound emo. But basically, I'm so tired -- I don't want to care anymore. But I do. But this is the last one. The LAST. The cumulation of everything, of ever moment, of all the sweat, the mental energy, the anxiety -- all up to this. My eye hurts; the left one has been spasming randomly. I just want to toss myself up against this last exam with recklessness, whether or not it means doing bad. But of course that's not acceptable. I'm just so tired. It's all on this moment. And when it's over, I'll find myself with nothing. With the abyss? It's like having a mountain of books to read and getting to the last one to the last page to the last period.
And then what?
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congrats again for passing the finish line! *hugs*
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