hell week

Soo...last night I was talking on the phone (you know who you are!) when suddenly I began to feel super sick, like, dizzy and as if I were going to throw up. It felt like a mix of a allergic reaction to the cats and motion sickness. Bad thing was a got a huge headache as if my brain were being split in half, and weird thing is my eye turned all red and crap. Needless to say I went to sleep feeling really shitty, and this morning I feel better but, after much debate (and the fact that I am already super late) I decided to skip school. My head and eye hurt. What is this ailment???

Well.......why complain......................................? Why am I trying to defend myself? Or at least that's what I feel like I'm doing.

I just have no motivation. Sure, I could force myself to go. But when I think about it I feel so...blah.

If I thought 2 weeks ago was hell week, then I was wrong. this week is hell week. It's like the walls are all caving in, everything I tried to support is falling. The only question is can I survive even with all this half-assedness?

Oh my god this headache...wow. Maybe it's the computer screen?

I'll just take a break and then start the essay.

I'm hating myself right now, but can't let that happen.