wow

What happened? I used to be able to pump out shit like no tomorrow. I haven't even started this essay and I've already been here for about two hours. I am so incredibly frustrated. Is this all just because I'm not going to grad school? I've suddenly gone backwards into the mentality that I used to have before I made this decision. Unmotivated and ultimate lacking in confidence.

As seen by the fact that I'm back here-the-fuck-again. I'm just angry. But angry wont get me anywhere. Only I can do this, unfortunately.

Later.