I have recently been slacking huge-time in rebellion to the intense stress I was in during school. This was not procrastination...this was blatant, "well, I guess I'm going to screw myself over". But, way I see it, at least for my AM LIT exam, is that if I survived his first yr courses without studying much...perhaps I have a chance now. (Although mind you I may have passed those courses, but that doesn't mean I did *well*). Ok so it looks like first year I got A- in his first term and then a C in his second....hahaha...-eye twitch- OMG look at those grades!! 55% for Critical Writing about Literature! Oh wow! Almost failed...holy smokes. *swts* I hope I'm not taking these memories of slacking and succeeding from the second term...because clearly that went to shit.
Anyway...I think at this point the worst damage I can do is drop myself to a C (I hope). My average has gone up from 2.65 (I believe) to a 2.77 because of last term. Wait not I'm not sure...there's a cumilative and a sessional...omg if it's cumaltive then I'm at a 2.27............
Ok I can't worry about these things. Gotta focus. Just pass the exams........bad marks we can worry later.
Again I start thinking, maybe uni isn't for me?!?!!?
2 comments:
I know exactly how you feel! You can do it! Don't think, just work. It's like the mother of all crunch times for me too, and I feel the pressure. Good luck to you! (and I lol)
See you at the end of the tunnel!
hahaha oh man thea i haven't even started studying and my exam is tonight!! XO
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