OMFG.
I finally, casually, out of CURIOUSITY, decided to look up my flicking grades on ROSI. Turns out my GPA is a crappy ass 2.27. I got a C in Canadian History last term - is this because of the tuts? Maybe... Even so, I find myself severelly distressed. I was expecting mass Bs and a few As. BUT NO. Highest mark so far is a B+. Apparently...I probably never checked my academic history for my first year because I got a D in TWO classes and this is coming as a shock to me. How am I supposed to become a teacher with marks like this? I thought, I need to do something with my life so I'm going to work towards a job. Big Mistake. Why am I relying on my so called 'smarts' in His/Lit to carry me into some sort of carrier in teaching? Holy crap how wrong I was. I thought, you know, I had this thing covered. Not exceptional but not bad either. And here I am swimming in a 2.27??! That is, basically, an average of 56%. No that is an average of 56%!!!!
Ugh...what am I going to do...what am I going to do...
I know...that Dickens shared a lot of the same views of Carlyle...in that they both believed in a sense of shared community and spirit. I know that Mark Twain made an effort to write as a realist instead of romanticism...I know that the Portugeuse were the first to really start sailing and exploring trade routes...and opened the race which eventually led to the discovery of the new world...I know that America was named after this explorer...person, named Amerigo Vespucci...and that they tried to amend that but couldn't because it stuck...
Anyway enough mumbling, my point is, what the crap is the use of it? No use...no use.
Holy fuck, I gotta stop feeling sorry for myself.
1 comment:
=O nnoooooo rei! I never put much stock in marks, but in this case when you have to....it's probably a frustrating feeling.
You still have a year? or a couple more semesters? anyway there is still time to turn this around. you can do it!
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