Blogging is dead so sometimes I wonder - what's the point? No one really "cares" about the stuff people write - that's why twitter was invented!! Why read the WHOLE post when you can just get small little updates of your friends lives? Who cares to read a huge-ass post anyway?
I'm not meaning to be cynical - even though the whole above statement seems to be dripping with bitterness. Quite honestly I fall into that category too - it's not like I haven't neglected my friends' blogs. Anyway did I come here to talk about blog?
F no. I really came here because I don't know what to do. I just had my last class and now I'm left to simply wait for my exams to fall and crush me. I'm too tired to do...you know...stuff...that could help me with the exam - so what should I do now?
What were some of my goals?
...Okay, besides you CB. We both know I'm not going to work on you right now.
Why not?!
Well...cause...there's a lot to think about and my brain hurts atm.
You always say that. ALWAYS. You're just lazy.
True say.
??? Yeah I'm tired okay.
I want to draw - like, something good. Something like the stuff I used to pull out of my ass. The only thing is that I suck...well, I esp. suck on tablet, I mean, and I'm too lazy to get out paper and shit....so I go to my table...which turns out frustrating...*rant rant rant*
ThE END!
6 comments:
It always seems like when you go to school for something that's when you start to suck the most and when you lose the drive you had before. When I was in college for creative writing, I got writer's block so bad I couldn't write anything. Now that I'm not in school and don't have to write for an assignment and just write for me, I have tons of ideas and thoughts of where to go. Part of it, I think, is as you go to school and learn more about becoming an artist, you begin to judge your work harder and sometimes you feel like you have to be better than before. But we all need the stick figures and poems that make no sense except to a three year old. Those are the things that make us better artists.
Also, at the end of a semester and towards the end of it, everyone is burned out. You just need to get away from it for a little bit and it will help. Hang in there *hug*
oh yeah twitter....noooo I need to get an account but I'm afraid!
*hugs the cynical out of you*
blogs rock, and I'm glad you still update cuz I think there are lots of ppl out there who lurk and read and do care but just don't really say much. (or are shy)
Izzy - I see the truth in that which you speak. It speaks of honest wit. ...Sorry I just finished studying Shakespeare for my exam tom morning. *freaks out* But I do know what you mean...school makes me feel like - what is this shit I write?! Esp. that I work in a bookstore doesn't help...and yeah I am burnt out. I'll keep at it though. Or at least I'll have faith in myself forever, in that I think in procrastination that one day I will think to do instead of thinking in idleness. *shuts off Shakespeare again* Mainly, I take your kindness and thank you for it. *hugs*
Ashling - yes! long live the blog! I love seeing your blog. The progression is amazing. I will always be a cynic!! But I've been trying to cure myself of it. *lets you hug it out of me*
hahaha perhaps if you let me cure your cynicism I will let you cure my optimism =P
sry that line sounded so cool in my head I had to put it down. *winks* I love reading your blog too! it's a great way to keep connected during the busy seasons/school.
Yeah, part of me wants to work in a bookstore and then part of me thinks that I'm crazy for that. Besides, most good writers aren't in twenties when they become famous. There's a reason for that too.
oh wow didn't see their comments. you're right izzy there is a reason for that! it's because we're poor and we slave away in retail jobs, while working at school too!!!! -rage mode-
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