...purr purr purr

Uh so -- Now that I actually HAVE time, I'm not *sure* what to do with it... -stares off into space-.

Disaster

So, I've been trying to study. Quite diligently too. I know that every piece of knowledge is valuable but some slip away...It's like trying to grab a huge pile of something and carry it away just in your arms. You run as fast as you can to store all of it away but some fall out in the process. Sigh. I don't feel panicked now, although, tomorrow I will probably be. What can you do really? Just have faith in yourself. I've learned that, during my time at school. To believe in your own capacity. Sure I've seen myself fail, but more often than not I've overcome, even if just by enough. And even more often, it's by way more than enough. I don't want to put my foot in my mouth just in case tomorrow I totally crash and burn. But I hope what I do today is enough for tomorrow. Enough to do more than okay.

Well...better stop complaining and start studying.

SOOO SCREWED FOR MY EXAMS OMFGGGGGGG

Almost

It's almost over but that's not a good thing. It means I'm running out of time, means I'm wasting time, means I'm just letting it slip away and then the tidal wave will come and there'll be nothing left for it but me and my wasted time. It'll fall and I'll crash but I'll have made it through only not as well as I could have.

Just finish. I just want to finish this last essay.

Time I

Can't believe what time it is. I just want to curl up in a ball and watch some good old tv. It feels like a rainy day...you know one of those rainy days where the world is quiet and the cars whisper to you softly as they pass by in the streets. You don't feel alive just a part of the mass, the world around you, slinking slowly through time.

But it's snowing.

blargggifargus!!!

Everything is white...black...grey in between.

Anyway I'm out.

splosion

I am having SO MUCH FCKIN PROBLEMS WITH THIS ESSAY. I've been sitting here all goddamn day and all I've written is a page.

Tidal Wave

I can feel the pressure building up over my shoulders. Streesss. It's going to be even worse cause I'm pmsing and I'm going to have my period when I have my two exams and my essay. But somehow I always pull through right? Somehow I always pull through...

x_x

The term isn't over yet. And here I am running out of steam already. All I have to do is finish this proposal and then I am basically free all weekend. If I can just do that I can take the break I want.

COME OONNNN DO THE PROPOSALLL!